We live in a modern society. Husbands and wives don’t grow on trees, like in the old days. So where does one find love? When you’re sixteen it’s easy, like being unleashed with a credit card in a department store of kisses.
There’s the first kiss. The sloppy kiss. The peck. The sympathy kiss….
its funny how strange it is to re read ones own emails…i totally forgot who i used to be.
strange i cant even remember being that close to some of the people i used to treasure. its strange how times have changed and how massively i have. makes me feel kind of empty, but not as empty as it used to :)
Right I am Not going the whole standard way with my resolutions again this year most of them are just creative challenges.
1. To stop smoking (I know cliche, but i havnt smoked in a week now so here goes nothing)
2. To get back to a comfortable weight
3. To not sleep with anyone unless its for love, could be friendly love but must be love.
4. To take a photograph everyday of this year.
5. To be more whimsical…as in if I have a whim… act on it.
6. Be nice, I am nice, but more nice. I know how much little gestures can make your whole year so maybe its time I just did random nice things just to make someone else happy.
7. Learn to drive
8. Make summer plans reality.
9. Get a 1st
10. Be as happier this year than I was last year ( It’s hard as it has been a good year but hopefully some of my happy will rub off?)
so long 2009 it has been a really strange and beautiful year, I went from a soul crushing low to a dizzying high, I met some incredible people along the way.







